The version of me that used to exist

The version of me that used to exist

The version of me that used to exist As I was walking along the busy streets of Canggu in Bali, I kept on searching for something familiar. Buildings that used to be, cafes I used to love, rice fields that used to sway in the morning sun. But no matter how far I...
Attending to your soul and spirit

Attending to your soul and spirit

Attending to your soul and spirit I have always felt that a person can either have wings, or roots. You are either rooted down like a stable tree, or your wings take you from place to place without the desire to settle down. I have recently began to understand the...
What my body is for

What my body is for

What my body is for In just a week I’m traveling to Bali. My first solo-trip since becoming a mom 4.5 years ago. First trip to the tropics since we left in 2017. I have a mixed bag of emotions about this trip from many angles, but one of the strangest one has...
Is it worth it?

Is it worth it?

Is it worth it? ┬áIn the midst of difficulties, I often ask myself “is this worth it?” As if there is some kind of IT that will justify all the hardship and pain at the end. As if there is an end. When it’s hard I get angry and stomp my feet. This is...
Space for the fog

Space for the fog

Space for the fog Whenever I stop, it catches up with me. Whenever I stand still, I hear it right next to me. When there is nothing going on, it moves over me like a fog, and I cannot see my way anymore. So I run, and I do, I plan and I begin. Anything to not have...